Finding your flow

Have you ever been so scared to move toward your heart's desire that you do everything you can to sabotage yourself?
You hold back when you want to move forward?
Is that fear of failure?
Or success?
Humiliation?
Ruination?
Whatever.
It keeps you clinging to the side of the pool.
When inside everything shouts let go and swim!
Let go!
Get going!
And yet.
Still you cling.
Terrified.
Petrified.
Immobilized.
Frozen.
Again.
Still.
Allowing time to go by.
And by and by and by.
Well, today I am letting go of the wall - just in my mind - but letting go nonetheless.
Join me.
Yes, just in your mind.
Just in your mind.
Join me.
Today we will let go.
Just in your mind - to let go of the wall.
To feel the water.
Liquid.
Luxury.
Freedom.
Movement
Every fiber saying Go back. Shrink. Be small. Silent. Keep that tension inside.
And yet.
In your mind
In my mind
We
Allow
Allow
Allow.
The deep end to call.
Beckon.
Deeper.
We swim
Just in your mind.
And, perhaps, you too feel a new current forming.
An undertow
A magnificent pull.
Pulling you out to sea, deeper and farther.
Let's go with it.
This magnetic force is bigger, deeper, more powerful than the tug of conscience, the familiar.
Go with it.
Allow
Allow
Allow
Enter the sea of the unknown.
Deep, dark, unfathomable.
As big as the universe
Sacred, safe.
Here.
Just for a moment.
Just in our minds.
But here.
You're here.
I'm here.
Here
Out beyond the pool.

First steps.
xxoo